December 2009
“But you put on quite a show, really had me going
But now it?s time to go,...”
– Rihanna, Take A Bow
You fooled my heart, happy now? Yeah I hope you are. Done with your shit and the rest.
Thought you were different, out of all the others but you’re just the same.
Keep smiling and just show him you’re just strong with or without him. Cause damn sure I am doing that.
Can't do this .
I can’t believe I fell for you like I did with the others. I so thought you were a bitt different. I thought you actually wanted to try to make this happen. You can’t even say ONE good thing about me. I let the jokes you make about me slide by but I can’t take it anymore. I’m sick of all the negative things you say about me. Not yet one good thing. I need someone who can...
Me against the world.
Doing me, and that’s all that I want at the moment. Friends come and go, and the ones that are meant to be there for you through thick and thin are the last ones standing. Why should I fight for a friendship when the other isn’t trying.
I need to open my eyes wider and let my ears hear better for the advice and the signs that people are giving me cause apparently I’m not taking...
Doing better
Than you think . Keeping my head held high and keeping my standards high . No more games no more playing around or getting played . It ends here .
Maybe ..
I can make a time machine and go back to maybe last month and redo things all over again .
That would be niceee.
Today was pretty fun had work from 3 to 6 and then Work Christmass dinner with the workers. It was delish had some penne with shrimp- my faveee .
Mass today was pretty good except the fact that I was scared out of my pants reading to the whole school but hey I think I looked cute...
Come and go
Friends are coming and going. And I’m not even the one. We had our moments together and after just a wee fight you’re going to throw our friendship away. Tells me how much of a good friend you were to me. But whatever, I should be looking at the bright side right? Christmas is coming up and haven’t done shit yet, oh lord help me this Christmas cause I need some goood loving.
Wow
Thought I was over you . But something, a part of me is wanting to talk to you . But I know I can’t .
Then till now .
Giving me chills
Thinking about the past .
Miss it hate it wanna leave it .
Not a call away anymore .
Why should I be the one calling you first. Or texting you first to see if you want to hang. I’m sick of waiting and now it’s your turn to wait . Which you probably won’t do . Cause what am I to you ? Some booty call ? A girl you can kiss and call sweet names for a night and then the same later ? It’s like two different identities for you . One night...